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Monday, March 28, 2011

That's Where You Take Me

Man, I feel so shit right now =/
I've got the Eynesbury scholarship test tomorrow and I feel like I'm not ready :(
I practised heas today though, but I feel like it's not enough
& I don't wanna go to school tomorrow so I can practise more, but I haven't had the guts to ask my rents yet :S They go crazy if I miss school
plus I don't have any important subjects, except for science but I hate it anyway
Oh, and I'm suppose to hand in a note tomorrow and go to this meeting ffs T_T
Hmmm, I'll think of something, really ceeeebs going to school tomorrow :(
I feel so stressed atm :(
Garh! Hating 2011 STILL T_T
It's not getting any better...
maybe just a bit, but like, a tiny tiny bit
Now I'm waiting for my mum to come home and ask her if I can skip school tomorrow, she'll let, hopefully, if I give her good reasons
Oh, and my uncle for Canada is coming tomorrow :D
I'm gonna be losing my room for two weeks and sleeping in the study T_T
I hate the study, so scary, like my dad...

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Saturday, March 26, 2011

Said I'm So Sick of Love Songs

I've been stressing out so much lately T_____T
So much bloody homework, I don't even know how I'm going to cope with year 11 and 12 :S
I've got a scholarship test coming up on Tuesday and ffs, I don't think I'm prepared :(
And bloody hell I've got two assignments due this week and a test! FML
And I just can't be screwed doing my assignments even though I know I should T_T
Hopefully I'll get my act together soon and start working dammit!

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Sunday, March 6, 2011

I Hate Her So Much

Honestly, I really hate my sister. If I had to choose who was the person I hate the most, I'd choose her
Now, I know, she's my sister and whoever's reading this blog would be like "she's your sister though, you should love her" but seriously, if you're not me, you wouldn't understand how much I have to put up with her
She's the most laziest and stuck-up person I've ever seen
We fight soo much and it's not those little sister fights, it's MASSIVE! We shout so much that the neighbours could probably hear us
& she's never admitted that she's wrong, like everytime we fight, she would blame everything on me! It annoys me so much! Not ONCE has she ever admitted she was wrong! She probably doesn't even know she's wrong!
Oh, and not only does she have fights with me, but she has fights with everybody else in the house! My parents, and even my grandma, who she probably shows the least respect to.
She probably got this from my dad, who's always yelling at my grandma
What's worse is that she's only 11 years old!
& I hate the fact that she's my ONLY sibling, that's why I always try to get out of the house to stay away from her
What also annoys me is that all she's good at is playing games and watching tv, and doesn't even bother trying hard at school.
& she expects me to help her with every single question of her homework, that's how stupid and lazy she is!
She doesn't even know the most SIMPLE things people should know at her age
I'm always trying to tell her that she should study more and fix her manners but that always ends up in an argument, she tells mum that I started everything and then I get in trouble
& my parents don't even bother to fix her additude up, and when I try to, she says that I'M rude and it's none of her business!
Just then, she was yelling at my grandma, so I told her to not yell at her because she's waay older than her and she has to show some respect to her, but then she tells me to shut up because it's none of my business and I was being rude for "going into her business"
& what's annoying is that my parents think she'll change because she's still young and doesn't know much, but um, I don't remember being disrespectful to my elders or being so lazy when I was 11
Seriously, I really don't care what happens to her now, whether she gets picked on at school, or hurt, or anything! I'm not going to help her or care for her, I don't care if she's my sister, I'd rather be sisters with a pig than her

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