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Friday, February 18, 2011
That's Right Baby, I'm Going Crazy, & If I Be Yo Lady, I've Been Thinking Maybe 2011 has started off very rough for me =/
Everything seems so different, nothing seems to be the same, it's like I'm in a different world I feel like I don't belong, I don't feel comfortable anywhere I go I'm sick of being stuck in the middle, I'm sick of feeling like this! I find it hard to smile, or tell my problems to someone now Whenever something's on my mind, I'd always have someone to depend on, someone I can talk to about my problems to, but now, I feel like I'm not able to tell anyone, and just keep my problems to myself Even if I could tell someone, I don't think they'd understand, and the only person who'd really understand would just be me =/ I also find letting go of something very hard to do I know I should let go already, but I can't seem to do it! I know that if I keep going like this, I'm just going to hurt myself But if I let go of something, that won't neccessarily stop the pain It's hard to make the right decisions in life, there's always a 'but' to everything you do I'm hating life, hating everything at the moment! Right now, the weather outside is all dark and gloomy, just like how I feel right now But I know that these unhappy days will go, maybe not so soon, but they'll eventually fade away and I'll be myself again =) The optimistic me! I've just gotta wait... "Inside every bitterness, there's always a sweet side to it"   |