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    Hi, my name's Yvonne the Ha /shakes hand. I like making friends :) I like being happy and cheerful cos it makes life easier :D I like sharing cos it's caring :D I like being nice cos you get treated better :D I like music cos I love it and it puts me to sleep at night :D
When I grow up, I wanna speak Japanese fluently, become a millionaire, have a nice wedding in the future and travel the world!



Tuesday, November 10, 2009

365 days of the year, why today? =(


there are 365 days of the year, 366 days in a leap year
on the 10th of novemeber, i am suppose to be the happiest person
not today i wasn't =(
the feeling of losing a friend
to make it worse, the feeling of losing a friend on your very special day where you turn one year older


this isn't the person i was friends with
you've changed ever since the day i was friends with you
sometimes, the words "no offence" means nothing,
if you really think that the words you said wouldn't of hurt me, then you dont know me that well


right now, im filled with mixed emotions
i dont know what to do, i don't know if i should forgive you or not
i'll need to have a lot of time to forgive you


a person once asked me "is she a good friend?"
a few months ago, this question would've been easy to answer, but now, this question has no answer to it
you were once a good friend of mine, never betraying me
why did all of a sudden this have to happen? 
pushing all the blame on me, 
implying that im a "hog"
as if you can say all that crap to me?
you obviously didnt think about what was going to happen next when you told me that 


you have seriously hurt my feelings and its going to take me awhile to recover
well, im sorry for "hogging" someone away from you